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Journal Entry: Mon Oct 2, 2006, 3:09 PM
There is a feeling inside my head.
Going round and round and round.
Pushing me in every direction,
and I start to doubt.

The choices that I have made.
Are they correct or are they wrong.
Do I have what it takes,
or will I fall?

Nervosity entering my body.
I am starting to become sick.
Vectors of unparallelled emotions,
functions of a broken mind.

I am afraid, that everything I touch, will fail.
Afraid, that the things I have, will be gone.
Afraid, that the dream I am living in, will disappear.
Afraid, that I am no longer me.

  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: System of a down
  • Reading: Calculus
  • Watching: Crappy lectures
  • Playing: Beatmania IIDX
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 000010101
  • Current Residence: Home
  • Interests: Insanity
  • Favourite movie: Garden State
  • Favourite band or musician: http://www.last.fm/user/Dj_Mojo/
  • Favourite genre of music: From classic to metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: George Orwell, Neal Stephenson
  • Favourite style of art: Oekaki
  • Operating System: Windows XP Pro
  • MP3 player of choice: Foobar2000
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, Nintendo DS, Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Magatsu Taito
  • Personal Quote: "The shadow of myself, in a shadow of a screwdriver."
  • Tools of the Trade: Logitech G5

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~mojo-jojo:iconmojo-jojo: Jan 16, 2008, 2:49:59 AM
It is kinda hard to believe sometimes, and I find it kinda sad at the same time. Years later, but I feel like I am at the same exact spot as back then. Guess I just need to start changing things.

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One of the most frightening things about your true nerd, for many people, is not that he's socially inept - because everybody's been there - but rather his complete lack of embarrassment about it.
~parallelspaces:iconparallelspaces: Jan 15, 2008, 9:45:14 PM Mood: Love
I remember you used to comment on my old account in the year 2004.. it's been 4 years since i've known you on here, can you believe it? :D haha

take care
=brokenaoshi:iconbrokenaoshi: Dec 1, 2007, 8:11:44 PM
Aww ;-; * hugs * I only get to play once or twice a week, I can't quite do 7s yet. But I've been playing for six months or so~ StepMania no longer works on my computer, but I'm still rather good at it for someone who only plays with one hand. I don't play IIDX with two hands either. My friends always make fun of me...

Happy Sky was the first IIDX I played *-* It's so pretty...

Even though you no longer play, it's still nice to know that you have... I like discovering people with good tastes :3

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I'VE GOT A BIKE YOU CAN RIDE IT IF YOU LIKE IT
~mojo-jojo:iconmojo-jojo: Dec 1, 2007, 5:07:42 PM
As long as its fun, the will to continue is there to serve you. I think, when analyzing my past, that I played it to much. We are talking hours and hours per day, and getting better wasn' that hard.

I had been playing games like Stepmania and O2Jam for years, so I got the hang of it quite fast. You start to climb those hills, keeping you from getting better and better, and at the beginning it was quite fun.

I remember beating One More Lovely difficulty 9 in Happy Sky, and gosh, what a thrill. Even though it may be an easy nine, it still rocked my world.

But then I stopped getting better. At one point, it felt like I became worse. Hate myself for not being able to cope with anything, as soon as it starts to become harder.

Damn you me, damn you.

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One of the most frightening things about your true nerd, for many people, is not that he's socially inept - because everybody's been there - but rather his complete lack of embarrassment about it.
=brokenaoshi:iconbrokenaoshi: Nov 29, 2007, 7:37:50 PM
;__; How... how awful. * clings to beatmania controller * I'll never stop... never. >__<

It's too bad you don't find it fun anymore D: I'm not very good at all, but I still like it.

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I'VE GOT A BIKE YOU CAN RIDE IT IF YOU LIKE IT
~mojo-jojo:iconmojo-jojo: Nov 29, 2007, 4:48:02 PM
I would indeed love to state the fact that I am all cool, playing Beatmania IIDX at home, flexing my muscles to an invisble crowd of die hard fans. But as always, truth will come forward eventually. A long time ago, I sure did play Beatmania IIDX, and in my honest opinion, I was fairly good. But one day I stopped playing, and even how much I forced, I couldn't manage to pick up the pace again.

Slowly, my skills in playinf IIDX faded away, not like I wanted them to, but it still happened. Not once but twice did I try to start playing again, but it wasn't fun anymore.

I guess I should have been borned in Japan, and not Sweden after all.

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One of the most frightening things about your true nerd, for many people, is not that he's socially inept - because everybody's been there - but rather his complete lack of embarrassment about it.
=brokenaoshi:iconbrokenaoshi: Nov 22, 2007, 4:01:03 AM
You play IIDX?! I love you!!

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I'VE GOT A BIKE YOU CAN RIDE IT IF YOU LIKE IT
~same-to-you:iconsame-to-you: Sep 7, 2006, 4:30:10 AM
Thanks for watching me. Promise to disappoint you as soon as I know you better.:giggle:
~lovewitches:iconlovewitches: Feb 13, 2006, 5:51:29 AM
Nice gallery :D

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Plz check out my gallery :gallery:[link]
~ZuttoButterfly:iconZuttoButterfly: May 11, 2005, 12:31:19 PM
Hmmm arigatou for te watchie, 'su. That is only my poetry though. My real art is at I am so happy that since I actually started using my ZuttoButterfly gallery for my poetry that it has gotten much more feed back than I thought- and all possitive ^-^

Go me!
=NCH85:iconNCH85: Apr 6, 2005, 9:20:49 AM
oh snap!

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~mojo-jojo:iconmojo-jojo: Apr 6, 2005, 9:19:53 AM
I have already killed them.

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One of the most frightening things about your true nerd, for many people, is not that he's socially inept - because everybody's been there - but rather his complete lack of embarrassment about it.
=NCH85:iconNCH85: Apr 6, 2005, 9:08:05 AM
do u have a evil scheme to stop the powerpuff girls? Lol

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~LarmeEterne:iconLarmeEterne: Mar 10, 2005, 2:42:05 AM
ehe mojo-jojo :rofl: i was making fun of one of my neighbours his id is mistermojo :)

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~Chrishna:iconChrishna: Dec 9, 2004, 12:13:24 PM
Has 1,100 pageviews :) Nice...

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We have to concentrate on more than meets the eye.
~Dorkboy:iconDorkboy: Oct 21, 2004, 10:02:17 AM
Nice work on getting 1k hits! :thumbsup:

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'sup?
~RadarLove:iconRadarLove: Aug 17, 2004, 8:49:09 PM
You're a very poetic fellow.

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I want to dance in your tangles.
~mojo-jojo:iconmojo-jojo: Aug 9, 2004, 2:23:54 AM
Maybe there isn't anything new. But just old stuff. Still, it is you that decides if something is new or old.

What question is this really. Even I am confused now.

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One of the most frightening things about your true nerd, for many people, is not that he's socially inept - because everybody's been there - but rather his complete lack of embarrassment about it.
~somedays:iconsomedays: Aug 8, 2004, 6:41:16 PM
What's new?

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I wait in 3/4 time
~mojo-jojo:iconmojo-jojo: Aug 1, 2004, 5:51:05 AM
Hmmm, I have twin out there somewhere. Nah, i don't think someone can be like me. Maybe a little, like this guy.

Yeah, my crazy time have come now. Look at me as a child learning to walk. This child is trying and trying but never succed on walking. But then one day, it just happends, this little child starts to walk. And when this child can walk, yes, then it starts to walk like hell. Mainly just too learn walking much better than before. But it is also fun.

Yeah, that theory is in my opinion the only one. But still, that is in my twisted little mind.

And you didn't need to joke about that. It is the only truth out there.

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One of the most frightening things about your true nerd, for many people, is not that he's socially inept - because everybody's been there - but rather his complete lack of embarrassment about it.
~crazilysane:iconcrazilysane: Aug 1, 2004, 5:09:46 AM
I definately have someone who you should meet, I think you guys would have so much in common. Maybe I'll get him to post his art onto Deviant... But honestly, you sound just like him.
But anyways onto other matters.... I somewhat agree with you about your "millions of me" theory.. or at least the part about you in the present will not be affected from what changes in the past as that has already taken place and happened.
We can all go crazy at some points in our life... perhaps your time has come now :p;) teehee jk, I like your style... very intriguing :)

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~jeccie:iconjeccie: Jul 25, 2004, 12:20:49 PM
YOU HAVE BEEN GLOMPED! Spread the glomping love around! Pick 4 of yer buddehs and paste this message on their userpage!

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can't glomp the person who glomped you!
2- You can't glomp the same person! EVER AGAIN!!
3- You -MUST- glomp 4 people! If you don't you're a terrible person and I shall take your soul!!
4- This must be put on their userpage! Nowhere else!
5- You must actually like the person to glomp them!

Remember the person who glomped you loves you! So you must glomp a person you love as well!

This glomping was started by ~ demon-of-the-light SPREAD THE LUUUUV
~Subfraction:iconSubfraction: Jul 13, 2004, 12:59:38 AM
you are just too awesome
~Probably-you:iconProbably-you: Jul 7, 2004, 7:20:13 PM
Great writing, you have quite the psychedelic touch..and thanks for the comments you wrote on my homepage...just weird that you didnt mention anything about the art behind, that kind of defeats the whole purpous of posting, but yah take it easy!

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'The only art allowed is made by postcapitalist rules. Art isn't made according to rules...Art is hard.